wow long entry Quentin... wow though that's a lot of emotion there. A lot of stuff happened and there isn't much that I can say, or really many others can say, that could possibly get into the complex web that was there. I can see why you never typed it up here despite the possible catharsis of it all. I mean just having to deal with it while the feelings were still all raw... and of course then having people respond to it... yeah I don't really know what to say or how to say it...
I'm still riding on the fact that you were so brave in a way to stand up and say SOMETHING! Anything! to people like that... I had my chance to do that in Junior high and I choked. you sir are amazing *noses*
the lesson I take form this however Quentin is that people heal, people grow and change and this entire thing however painful it was however deep it was in your psyche seems to have been healed not in catharsis but by sheer time. Time is something you enjoy though so maybe that's not too bad a way. I think that teaches me at least that time can heal many wounds... and that's important *hugs* I think in part it helps that you have friends now, a lot of good friends who care for you and think you're pretty drag awesome, which you are, and the fact is you know its not only okay to be who you are but its dang fantastic. Quentin Coyote not exactly a master of the impossible... more master of his past
but yeah I can see why this was hard to write and why you did write it. Not an easy thing but
*hugs* thanks for sharing it. thanks for sharing this story... but you are right you have a bunch more in the old library still and I for one can't wait to read the next one...
or some other equally cornball statement form moi....
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Date: 2006-05-22 05:34 am (UTC)I'm still riding on the fact that you were so brave in a way to stand up and say SOMETHING! Anything! to people like that... I had my chance to do that in Junior high and I choked. you sir are amazing *noses*
the lesson I take form this however Quentin is that people heal, people grow and change and this entire thing however painful it was however deep it was in your psyche seems to have been healed not in catharsis but by sheer time. Time is something you enjoy though so maybe that's not too bad a way. I think that teaches me at least that time can heal many wounds... and that's important *hugs* I think in part it helps that you have friends now, a lot of good friends who care for you and think you're pretty drag awesome, which you are, and the fact is you know its not only okay to be who you are but its dang fantastic. Quentin Coyote not exactly a master of the impossible... more master of his past
but yeah I can see why this was hard to write and why you did write it. Not an easy thing but
*hugs* thanks for sharing it. thanks for sharing this story... but you are right you have a bunch more in the old library still and I for one can't wait to read the next one...
or some other equally cornball statement form moi....
but yeah... wow *hugs and ear rubs*
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